Then the fear of being alone hit me hard. It is still there but with the support of friends I know I will be able to make it.
Bette did so much for me that I never realized. I am not talking about the obvious things like shopping, feeding the dogs in the morning, or going through the mail. The emotional support. After 30 years the knowing nod, the hand squeeze, or the pat on the bum that all say "I Love you", "I'm there for you", you are my best friend and we can make it through anything as long as we are together. We were far braver as a couple than we were alone.
I am getting tired now and will continue this later. Thank you for reading this and letting me express myself. Without Bette here this has become a forum for me to express myself and confide to you my thoughts and feelings. Bye for now and Happy Holidays!
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