I have been feeling under the weather since a week ago Sunday (15 days). I finally saw my Doctor. He is a great guy! Not only do I trust him with my life but I feel he is a friend I can talk to… Well anyway I have a sinus infection.
I got home and felt really bad. I ended up throwing-up several times. I have not done that in years. This is the first time I have been sick since Bette died. I am feeling vulnerable, scared (yes I am a wimp), and alone. I have been crying off and on for the last several hours because of these feelings and because I have friends as good as Don who is coming over and staying the night because he knows traumatized I am. I have been crying for myself but it has become mostly because I realize I have such good friends.
Thank you very much…
I know I will make it with your help.
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